Oh dear Bev… I can feel your exhaustion. As hard as it is right now…and IT IS HARD…what you’ll always remember is how you helped your mom! At some point…your relief will be immense and you will be free to put yourself first. I know so many who neglected their parents in their old age and are now regretful…you won’t have any regret!! 🙏🏼for you and your mom!